Sit and watch your life pass by you. Look at a face that now disguises you. Stop to wonder where the times gone by. That's not me I don't wanna get old. That's not me who's in the mirror. Everybody seems so worried. About the world and all its problems. But I tell myself that life will be just fine. But that's not me With a future that's in the dark and incomplete. Have I grown into who I never wanted to be. The image I reflect yeah it doesn't look like me. I don't wanna get old, but it's happening to me. Life is way too short to live. You've got to take what life has got to give. That's not me I don't wanna get old. That's not me who's in the mirror. That's not me I don't wanna get old. That's not me I don't wanna get old. But I'll keep on trying, Keep on trying to believe. That I'm not lying When I tell myself that life will be just fine.

At 36 I guess I'll never quite understand What the hell society wants from a simple man. All he wants is everyone to go and leave him all alone. He seems to be a better man when he's on his own. It's better than being dead with a bullet right in the head. 21st-century, fuck the digital world. But it doesn't mean a thing in this winless fight. Cause he'll never really understand why they won't let him be. He says technology won't get the best of me. Cause it's all a conspiracy If you're not careful it will get to you And suck you in! Who needs society A man you'll never see Cause he's locked in his room here all alone.

You’ve got a chance But it’s not chance at all You’ve got regrets Don’t we all Every time I gotta tell you That’s one more time I gotta show you It’s like I’m under attack Like the last time Ginsberg saw Kerouac Goodnight, old ghost Goodnight, old ghost You’ve got a hand You’ve gotta hand it to yourself You’ve got to stand up for yourself And every wasted hour Will keep it turning sour But you’ve got the power It’s like I’m under attack Like the last time Ginsberg saw Kerouac Goodnight, old ghost Goodnight, old ghost You gotta give love you gotta love with hope Without expectation That’s just how it goes It’s magic It’s electricity Flying through the air wildly It burns so bright you don’t have a say It strikes so hard and takes your breath away It’s like I’m under attack Like the last time Ginsberg saw Kerouac Goodnight, old ghost Goodnight, old ghost

It's been a while since I felt inside I'm not happy anymore Could it be the way things use to be Now there's a part of me that's empty I use to hope and pray That there would be a day I'd find the girl I used to love Now the days are flying way too fast I'm afraid it seems the change is here to last Does it bother you That I won't share whats in my heart And all the stupid sentimental reasons why I'm here What's your story I'm sure it's a good one If you don't need me anymore...then I don't need me anymore. As the days turn in to weeks turn in to many years I ask myself what's left for me I guess I grow old and lonely And then you come around Don't want you here Don't wanna hear what you've gotta say Cause you’re the one that left alone that day And now you think you’ve got something new to say Does it bother you That I won't share whats in my heart And all the stupid sentimental reasons why I'm here What's your story I'm sure it's a good one You said you don't need me anymore So what the hell do you want to hear from.. You don't need to know Don't need to care I'm not opening my mind and spilling my guts for your entertainment You don't need to know Don't need to care I'm not spilling my guts for you...you don't want me anymore Don’t need me anymore There’s a part of me that’s empty There’s a part that’s sad and lonely You said you don't need me anymore So what the hell do you want to hear from.. You don't need to know Don't need to care I'm not opening my mind and spilling my guts for your entertainment You don't need to know Don't need to care I'm not spilling my guts for you...you don't want me anymore Is there anybody out there for me I guess I'll grow old and lonely

What a fucked up world I live in Everybody's making up their minds for me One day when I get the courage Maybe I'll have the nerve to tell them What a fucked up world I live in...but it's ALL for you. I scratch my head at these crazy thoughts My mind tells me to kill myself But my feet tell me to run One day when I get the courage Maybe I'll have the nerve to tell them What a fucked up world I live in You're never gonna see me again You're never gonna see my face around here 'cause I'm going for a little drive...and I’m never coming back now Broken, broken promises That were never meant to be When our lives revolve around your whole damn family Empty,empty promises And responsibilities That are slowly killing me... You're never gonna see me again You're never gonna see my face around here 'cause I'm going for a little drive...and I’m never coming back now What a fucked up world I live in What a fucked up world we live in

Months and days move on Count the ways we’ve changed Maybe we have And maybe not Life’s what happens When you’re busy sleeping on the couch People with passion I can’t imagine Is this the place where The magic happens So we played on Boats against the current Buttoned up and bent to it again And again and again Did you hear about those boys They made it out So what They’ll be back Or they won’t They got dreams too But I wish I never knew their names The wheels of jealousy Turning inside me Sorry I can’t pretend It doesn’t affect me So we played on Boats against the current Buttoned up and bent to it again And again and again We played on…

Forgive me for this crummy state I'm in I'm sure it won't last for too long Give me a day or two to sleep I'll be alright I've got this funny feeling I just can't hide Complicated words that I can't find I love the way you look And the way you seem to care about me Suddenly this funny feeling feels so right But it's just so hard to breath... You take my breath away With the simple words you say Please ignore my silly looks and my awkwardness You may never know That you take all my pain away And if it's only for a minute It's your simple words that activate my brain I find if I close my eyes real tight I understand these funny feelings that feel so right Medicates a soul...a soul you'll never know Maybe all I really need to do is breath Maybe all I need to do is open up my eyes And face the truth so plain to see She could never fall for me But maybe I can still win her broken heart Why do I do this to myself Why do I let my mind just wander Maybe all I really need is a day or two to sleep

It's 2:30 and this damn van won't run still I've got a lot to do and my work seems all up hill I've been thinking about you girl and I just got to know If you felt the way I did when you went home So I'm coming out to see you just wait and see We've got a lot to learn yeah you and me I'm getting my shit together and I'm fixing this old van We're just a little broken down but we're doing the best we can And if it's alright with you I'd like to stay awhile So I better get back to work, get back to work. It's been a long hard day but it's not a thing for me Damn van you gotta run I need to get some sleep So I'm coming out to see you just wait and see We've got a lot to learn yeah you and me I'm getting my shit together and I'm fixing this old van We're just a little broken down but we're doing the best we can And if it's alright with you I'd like to stay awhile So I better get back to work, get back to work. I'm coming to see you girl

From the past you haunt me Ghostly voices say you love me Is it ALL in my head or in my heart? It was so long ago But girl I've got to let you know that You're still in my head and in my heart I was suprised to see you How you've been and what you've been through? 14 years too long...5 minutes please last a little longer. Baby, baby you found someone new.... You say you're happy. I found somebody too So we'll call it even Who's keeping score? One heart one mind healing over time. Now here we are...5 minutes won't last any longer. Baby, baby you found someone new... You say you're happy I found somebody too. So we'll call it even Baby, baby you found someone new... I'm glad you're happy I found somebody too...I guess I'll see you later. Baby, baby I won't cry Can't see my face I won't cry No I won't cry for you But I'm sad to see you go.

Excuse me please You must know that there's something about you Hate to waste your time But there's something about you Can't you see That I can't breathe right And I'm mumbling when I speak And I break a sweat every time I see you smile... There's something about you There’s something about you I see you everyday It's just the same old routine I see you through the window Just to see if you are looking You've got your own life and I've got mine What can I do 'cause I can't see right And my heart just skipped a beat And I'm feeling weak every time you come around... There's something about you There's something about you There's a little boy inside of me Who's full of fear and afraid to speak To a girl like you...silly me What can I do 'cause I can't see right And my heart just skipped a beat And I'm feeling week every time you come around... There's something about you I can't wait to see your face It makes my day And I love the way you look When you look my way

This is who I am I'm all alone in this empty home I'm busy doing nothing Just wasting away the days here all alone I'm working hard I'm saving up Every penny's adding up You're silent on the phone To hear me say I'm coming home so we COULD be together Well I've saved enough So I'm coming out to see you When I have enough I promise I won't leave you They say money can't buy happiness How can it get worse than this Forgive me please...I'm sorry for who I am. But this is who I am It's been a long lonely cold december Without you here with me it's the coldest I remember How can I fix the pain that's been building up inside your little heart I'm sorry it's my fault This is who I am I'm working hard and I'm saving up I'm coming home to see you I’ll be there late You’ll be waiting up so we can be together Well I've saved enough So I'm coming out to see you When I have enough I promise I won't leave you They say money can't buy happiness How can it get worse than this Forgive me please I hope you'll understand Can you find it in your heart Forgiving your old man. Forgive me please I'm sorry for who I am.

When you're asleep That's when I dream That you'll be everything I'd never be When you’re awake That's when we'll play But I know you're tired So I'll let you sleep When you're asleep Daddy must leave you But I'll always love you I wish I could see your new toy You're always in my heart No matter how far away Just close your eyes You're still daddy's boy Just close your eyes I promise I'll be home for christmas You can count on me.